The Asperger's Girl Guide

I know that this is a pressing issue, having any type of relationship and AS can be difficult.  Whether it's a sexual relationship or a friendship. Being naturally unsociable and  Awkward can be a pain.  Knowing that also trust issues surrounding new people can be something of a challenge how do we start a relationship wothout messing it up?  In my experience usually we know who we want to be friends with, whether we have things in common or not. I know that in the beginning I mask who I really am and pretend to be normal, which is a stupid thing to do as that isn't a true reflection of you as a whole person. Beig Aspergers is complicated enough as it is but throw in other human beings intp the equation and becomes more difficult.  I do have some great friends that I knew from primary school and who helpped me become more outgoing and social and accept my Aspergers and just let me be me.   But actually going into a social situation and meeting bew people can be our worst nightm

Last night I posted about being anxious about finding out about what my final project would intail and I was silly to be nervous as everything in todays lecture covered all the points.  For a start I'm the only one out of the radio students that is taking a radio drama. Part of me thinks I should do one about an asperger's girl but my main idea is a light hearted romantic comedy set in London.  I also have additional support from one lecturer who is seeing me tomorrow... so I can put questions to her that I wouldn't have thought of in the lecture today and also on the radio tomorrow.  Tonight there is rest for the wicked (that being me) as I am going to a screening ... waiting for my mum to come and join me.  When i'm stressed I crave full fat hot chocolates ... I'm a girl thats all I'll say.  Had a catch up with my friend from university , which reminds me I am going to post something about friendships as I gind it difficult to make friends and also keep them f

So it's my final semester of my final and it's now half 1 in the morning and I can't sleep. This might be an anxiety thing as leading up to what is happening in the next 4 months is explained to us later on today.  Our assignment brief is vauge as anything and does not make any sense at all, but all I know is that I have to produce a Radio Drama/Live Show from stratch and then write not 1 but 2 essays.  My university have been good to me this past year but I need support more than ever as I do have issues of when I get serverly stressed I start to blister and I want to pull my hair out. This common for most AS girls.  So i'll update in the evening and tell you that it wasn't as bad as I thought it was bur for now i'm going to try to push up some Z's  Sophie xxx